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	<title>Godly Musings &#187; Oh, the Angst!</title>
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	<description>Being the thoughts, musings, aggravations and sarcastic whinings of the local god</description>
	<pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2008 19:31:19 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>Get out your black d20s</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2008/03/04/get-out-your-black-d20s/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 18:40:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8230; because Gary Gygax has appparently gone to meet his player. Yes, the honcho of hack-and-slash has failed his final saving throw, and the dungeon crawl has lost the head of its pantheon.

No word on how he died, but I&#8217;m assuming it was a band of flumphs led by a tarrasqolich. Oh, and apparently he [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8230; because Gary Gygax has appparently <a href="http://games.slashdot.org/games/08/03/04/1750206.shtml">gone to meet his player</a>. Yes, the honcho of hack-and-slash has failed his final saving throw, and the dungeon crawl has lost the head of its pantheon.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pimpninja/2312579329/" title="Black d20 by LAI, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3041/2312579329_e417283303_o.jpg" width="254" height="192" alt="Black d20" /></a></p>
<p>No word on how he died, but I&#8217;m assuming it was a band of flumphs led by a tarrasqolich. Oh, and apparently he made a <a href="http://www.freeyabb.com/phpbb/viewtopic.php?p=72147&#038;sid=a92fed2091d5d484aa5ae083ba99e124&#038;mforum=trolllordgames#72147" >last-minute edit</a> to the &#8220;religion&#8221; field of his CS as he saw the end approaching. No comment.</p>
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		<title>Like a cruel joke</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2007/11/13/like-a-cruel-joke/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Nov 2007 14:34:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[A bit of background: I live in the most culturally and ethnically diverse city in the world. However, the university I go to is comprised mostly of people from a very conservative background. This creates weird dynamics, and contributes to an atmosphere of intolerance toward groups those backgrounds habitually marginalize. There&#8217;s lots of homophobia. I&#8217;ve [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A bit of background: I live in the most culturally and ethnically diverse city in the world. However, the university I go to is comprised mostly of people from a very conservative background. This creates weird dynamics, and contributes to an atmosphere of intolerance toward groups those backgrounds habitually marginalize. There&#8217;s lots of homophobia. I&#8217;ve seen some racism and a fair amount of ableism*, but I&#8217;m not in a position to gauge the extent of those.</p>
<p>So for various reasons I showed up at the latest meeting of the committee that oversees the member of student government in charge of equity issues. Actually, I might as well say what the main reason was: the member in question was found to be a religiously homophobic asshole. So I presented my case, and lo and behold, the committee that oversees the homophobic asshole are also a bunch of religiously homophobic assholes.</p>
<p>That&#8217;s fucked up, right? It&#8217;s not just me? That the member of student government in charge of making sure that everyone gets a fair shake, as well as the committee that is supposed to make sure he&#8217;s doing his job properly are uniformly (or almost) homophobes?</p>
<div class="footnote">* on a side note, the campus is reportedly quite accessible, so go them!</div>
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		<title>Not dead</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2007/10/25/not-dead/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 25 Oct 2007 23:52:15 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Just completely unable to motivate myself. Sorry.
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		<title>Server change == ARRGH</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2006/08/19/server-change-arrgh/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 19 Aug 2006 18:14:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m in the process of moving all my stuff &#8212; and all the stuff of my clients &#8212; from one server to another. Thank fuck I only have a dozen or so clients, because I really don&#8217;t think I could automate all this shit. However, since the new server uses cPanel it should in theory [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m in the process of moving all my stuff &#8212; and all the stuff of my clients &#8212; from one server to another. Thank fuck I only have a dozen or so clients, because I really don&#8217;t think I could automate all this shit. However, since the new server uses cPanel it should in theory be easier to move from there to any new server that also has cPanel installed.</p>
<p>We&#8217;ll see. Arg!</p>
<p><b>Update:</b> not as bad as I thought, but there&#8217;s more downtime involved than I had hoped. Oh well.</p>
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		<title>I will never look at typefaces the same way again</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2005/09/30/i-will-never-look-at-typefaces-the-same-way-again/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 30 Sep 2005 15:02:53 +0000</pubDate>
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I just caught a glimpse of the word &#8220;Arial&#8221; out of the corner of my eye, and for the first time saw something else. Now I&#8217;ll misread that word for the rest of my life. Gr.
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I just caught a glimpse of the word &#8220;Arial&#8221; out of the corner of my eye, and for the first time saw something else. Now I&#8217;ll misread that word for the rest of my life. Gr.</p>
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		<title>Headaches</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2005/09/09/headaches/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 09 Sep 2005 20:55:18 +0000</pubDate>
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I&#8217;m having headaches again. I go through a mental checklist of the things that cause my headaches, trying each remedy in turn.


Dehydration. Drink some water. Wait a while. Drink more water. Feeling any better? A bit? Wait a while. Drink more water. Still got the headache.


Caffeine withdrawal. I haven&#8217;t had any caffeine today. Get a [...]]]></description>
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I&#8217;m having headaches again. I go through a mental checklist of the things that cause my headaches, trying each remedy in turn.
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Dehydration. Drink some water. Wait a while. Drink more water. Feeling any better? A bit? Wait a while. Drink more water. Still got the headache.
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Caffeine withdrawal. I haven&#8217;t had any caffeine today. Get a coffee. Get a Coke to drink while the coffee is cooling. Drink the Coke and half the coffee. Feel better? No.
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Hunger. No, I had a good-sized lunch. I was quite sated.
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Protein deficiency. Nope, had lots of protein last night and today. And iron as well, as long as we&#8217;re counting.
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Discounting the possibility of my just having caught some bug, this leaves one more cause: stress. My headache is probably caused by stress. And the bastarding thing about it is that there&#8217;s nothing I can do right now to fix that. The weekend&#8217;s coming up, so I&#8217;ll sleep then. Perhaps getting four hours a night all week wasn&#8217;t so great for me. But for now I&#8217;ve got to keep working for another hour or two and not think about the possibility that I&#8217;ll have to come in over the weekend.</p>
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		<title>54 megs of text</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2005/07/27/54-megs-of-text/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 27 Jul 2005 19:43:05 +0000</pubDate>
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So I&#8217;m combing through 54 megs of logs, looking for a problem in the server I am debugging. Wanna know how big 54 megs of text is? This one file is ten times the length of the complete works of Shakespeare.  And I&#8217;m supposed to find out where the error is? I&#8217;m on line [...]]]></description>
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So I&#8217;m combing through 54 megs of logs, looking for a problem in the server I am debugging. Wanna know how big 54 megs of text is? This one file is ten times the length of the complete works of Shakespeare.  And I&#8217;m supposed to find out where the error is? I&#8217;m on line 283154 now, and decided to take a break.
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Le sigh. Back to work.</p>
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		<title>Moving</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2005/07/05/moving/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 05 Jul 2005 06:09:18 +0000</pubDate>
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I&#8217;m moving on Wednesday. That&#8217;s a good thing, because I currently live in a shithole and the new place is much more pleasant. Thing is, this involves a whole lot of packing and throwing shit out and arranging stuff. I&#8217;m hiring a couple of movers, which should speed things along, but I still have to [...]]]></description>
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I&#8217;m moving on Wednesday. That&#8217;s a good thing, because I currently live in a shithole and the new place is <u>much</u> more pleasant. Thing is, this involves a whole lot of packing and throwing shit out and arranging stuff. I&#8217;m hiring a couple of movers, which should speed things along, but I still have to take time off work to pack. Bleh. Fuckin&#8217; awful.
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I&#8217;m really looking forward to the time when I will have a home I live in for many years, not having to move every couple of years. Fuck.</p>
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		<title>I hate you, Julien.</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2005/05/21/i-hate-you-julien/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 21 May 2005 17:58:53 +0000</pubDate>
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I&#8217;ve got the frickin&#8217; Tetris song stuck in my head.
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I&#8217;ve got the frickin&#8217; Tetris song stuck in my head.</p>
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		<title>Deja Vu</title>
		<link>http://memethief.com/2005/01/12/deja-vu/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 12 Jan 2005 13:34:19 +0000</pubDate>
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So Apple came out with a bunch of new toys.


Correction: Apple came out with a bunch of old toys in new packages. Let&#8217;s see: An MP3 player, smaller than a pack of gum. Yep, it has been done before. A medium-power computer that costs less than 500$? Really, there are too many links to present [...]]]></description>
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So Apple came out with a bunch of new toys.
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Correction: Apple came out with a bunch of old toys in new packages. Let&#8217;s see: An <a href="http://www.apple.com/ipodshuffle/">MP3 player</a>, smaller than a pack of gum. Yep, <a href="http://www.compuplus.com/insidepageNoLinks.php?id=1003353" >it</a> <a href="http://www.futureshop.ca/catalog/proddetail.asp?sku_id=0665000FS10050863" >has</a> <a href="https://www.buymemory.com/defaultusb.asp" >been</a> <a href="http://www.cambridgesoundworks.com/store/category.cgi?item=l1mtx128" >done</a> <a href="http://www.cambridgesoundworks.com/store/category.cgi?item=l1mn12rd" >before</a>. A <a href="http://www.apple.com/macmini/" >medium-power computer</a> that costs less than 500$? Really, there are too many links to present in a snarky way. You can find far more powerful machines for less on <a href="http://froogle.google.com/froogle?q=computer&amp;price=between&amp;price1=0&amp;price2=499" >Froogle</a>.
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So what&#8217;s my point? Am I an embittered Linux PC user jealous of the slick line of designs that Apple has come out with? No. I&#8217;m all for making your stuff pretty. As a geek, I like the fact that Apple based their latest OS on Unix, even if it takes quite a bit of work to get it to a state that a diehard *n?x user would call usable. What I don&#8217;t like is that people are deluding themselves into thinking that they are buying something on the forefront of technology. I&#8217;d like to say that Apple is presenting their products as something they are not, but the ads are actually pretty honest: &#8220;You can already do exactly this, but now you can do it with <i>style</i>.&#8221; It&#8217;s just the users, perhaps suppressing some guilt at shelling out more dough than they ought for pretty packaging, who decide that Apple is all bleeding-edge.
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The iPod is a perfect example: I keep hearing people talking about the iPod as if it were a breakthrough, as if it were the first hard drive-based MP3 player on the planet. In fact, it is (arguably) the slickest-looking. It&#8217;s not the most featureful, it&#8217;s not in any technical sense the &#8220;best&#8221;. But it does have a hell of an ad campaign. Do I think people should not buy iPods? Fuck that, I like to have pretty things as much as the next person. Buy an iPod. But don&#8217;t delude yourself into thinking that this is something new.
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And then there&#8217;s a whole community of people rallying around the iPod and &#8220;inventing&#8221; supporting technologies for it. &#8220;Podcast&#8221; is a new term that&#8217;s been bandied around the internet over the past&#8230; months? A year, maybe? Before that it was known as &#8220;audioblogging&#8221;. Yes, I&#8217;m afraid so. Adam Curry and Dave Winer did not invent audioblogging. They coined a word. The success of the iPod was what made audioblogs so popular, and the creation of an easy interface to it made the technology accessible to the washed and manicured masses. But if you are a podcaster or a listener don&#8217;t fool yourself into thinking it is anything more than an MP3 version of the millions of people on Blogspot or Livejournal.
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Anyway, a point. I think I&#8217;m supposed to have one of those. My point is, buy Apple&#8217;s machines, if you can justify spending the extra money. But know <i>why</i> you&#8217;re buying them. It&#8217;s okay to spend more for glitz, but know that you are.</p>
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